I've come to realise that I have several issues in my life, but I've not let them get the best of me.
I want to keep those who were close to me, as close as they were before, with the exception of Thomas (Of course I see him as one of my closest friends, but we weren't what we were a few months ago. We both saw to that.). I feel bad about what happened, but I'm a lot happier now with the freedom I needed. It settled my anxiety a little. I was always paranoid that I wasn't good enough, didn't pay enough time to him, ect ect, but there's not much you can do when the only way your heart is going is away.
I've met some pretty fabulous people in my life really. Most of them being online friends, but I've not argued with any of them, and they truly are people I love. One of which is
Damn, Churchie. If it wasn't for you, our little group would have never come together. We'd never have been the strong bond of troopers we are today. ^__^ Looking back a year it's crazy that we didn't know each other. It's like we have done for ages!
! My fabulous sister! I love you
You're so amazing and you just don't know it. ^_^ We truly are great siblings, and mother Churchie keeps us in order...... Most of the time. XD Incest! *pokes Cappy*
Okay, so the last I'm mentioning is
. So where do I start with you, Myth. Hmm. Well, first, you have done SO MUCH for me in the past month or so. You were right there with me when things got tougher than they perhaps should have been, and alongside
, you helped me make the right choices... I'm still not over how we met. Over a Minecraft server that you
run. I would have never of dreamed that someone as plain and boring as me, would end up with such an amazing person like you. When I first joined that server, I wondered how long it would take for me to get bored. So how long has it been since we met now? One month? Almost two?
Damn man, I just dunno. But really. You. Are. Amazing.
I won't tolerate anyone telling you otherwise, you fabulous person.
Rant over. I feel happy today. xD Very very happy.